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the total sum of what i was doing last semester for almost 12-15h a day, 7 days a week, just so you guys can watch it! hahaha So please do . Thanks .
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This is like...a fleshed-out version of what i wrote on tumblr about my heart-condition; i'm too lazy to re-write everything, so...
So first, I still have some messages that i need to answer but I’m just really tired these days so if i can put stuff off i just…put them off. @_@;;. sorry, if you’ve messaged me on tumblr or dA and I haven’t replied, it’s cause i’m sick right now ~ this is why i'm replying to less comments too, sorry. @_@;.
Welcome new followers >w<~ I have a heart problem so i don’t really have much energy to do anything these days; i feel like my daily sketches are just killing me a lil’ bit at a time haha @_@;;. So yeah, i probably won’t be doing any digital art until i get better.
this is the first time in two months since i did digital art haha @_@;;. I painted on top of one of my daily sketches xD;. trying to do it fast…took around 45 min. so i’m still slow lol.
So anyways, for my mitral stenosis, There’s a simpler procedure I’m getting done that has a 50% chance of working, and it should be in two weeks. This procedure's none-invasive and they're basically inserting a balloon-thing into my side or back of my leg and using my artery to get to my problematic heart-valve, from what i understand; then they'll pump my valve out so it's not...as closed-up as before. Unfortunately my mitral stenosis is pretty severe so the doctor basically doesn't know if it'll really work or not. If this works, awesome, i’ll have 5-10 years of being okay (the more surgery’s delayed the better). If it doesn’t work, it might be because my valve might not close-up, which would cause a leak and blood regurgitation of the valve, which then I’ll need a surgery to get my valve repaired, and it’s more complicated than getting a replacement valve (but replacements bring on a new set of problems like constant medications and stuff). TT____TT
So yeah… my next few months kind of hinges on this procedure that's coming up pretty soon and it's stressing me out a bit haha @_@; Well, i'm both stressed and too tired to be stressed...if that makes sense? .....hard to explain xD;; @_@;; Also whether i apply for Employment insurance or not also hinges on that, and sick-leave insurance is such a hassle to apply for omg @_@;; . So. Fingers fucking crossed cause oh my god. >____<. I’m so fucking tired of being tired all the fucking time, especially when I get home from work i just feel like crashing out. I literally wake up and just feel really tired no matter how regular my sleep schedule is -__-;;. Of course when my sleep schedule is messed up these days I'd just feel like i'm constantly dying lol.
if you’ve read this far, omg thank you, and here’s an internet cookie . xD;. and here’s me clonking out.
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