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Qinni
Qing Han
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Now i need heart surgery 'orz

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 29, 2015, 9:20 PM


edit: just finished a meeting with my surgeon. I definitely need open heart, the rate of success is unknown, the repairment surgery is complicated and if it doesn't succeed I'll need a replacement which in itself is another set of problems. 0.5% chance of death, 5% chance of major complications, blah blah blah.

With replacement, I literally only have two shitty choices: mechanical valve, which means I need to take a medication that i'd really not take for the rest of my life; or a biological valve (tissue valve) which needs to be replaced every 1-5 years because I'm too young and my body will reject it faster. Both choices suck. I have no idea which one i should take. 

Hating life a liiiitttle bit right now hahaha. just a bit. Very thankful I still have a job and that my government covers medical off-time. 

Thank GOD my parents chose to immigrate to Canada. lol. 

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I can't get my mind off of this anyways so I'm gonna write a journal update for peeps who don't follow my tumblr.
Basically, I had a heart procedure at the end of april, and this procedure was supposed to help widen up my problematic heart valve that was too small (worse case scenario with my heart problem is that i could get a blood clot and a stroke due to that blood clot). They basically inserted a small ballon-like thing into my valve and pumped it up. 

So I get the heart procedure done and was told that it worked, it managed to widen my heart valve up to 50% of a normal person's size, and if I'm lucky, it could last up to 5 years. But my doctor got my echo-cardiogram results back last friday and told me today that, basically, my heart valve has decided to fuck me over and has gone back to the size it was before the heart procedure. It didn't even give me two months "orz.

So now I need heart surgery to get my valve repaired. I'm just kind of stressed, really tired (i keep wanting to take naps), and my cardiologist implied that i might get open-heart surgery so that's also freaking me out a little (like why did you say that if your follow-up is "oh, but you should ask your cardiovascular surgeon to be sure"??? "orz plz. no.).

So yeah, haha. Oh, and it's all happening in about a month or two. Doc's suggestin within the next month but we won't know until my surgeon comes back to office next week. 

*sigh*



i love this gif though.

  • Mood: Tired

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Akuma-Mizuki Featured By Owner Jul 31, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Pink Heart Pixel I accedentaly... found one of your arts.
You've got some talent! 
Hope you don't mind me being your stalker-san. -watches you- Added to my devWatch! 
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CorgiFoxi Featured By Owner Edited Jul 27, 2015  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Love your artwork. :) I hope your heart surgery goes well and that you won't have any more heart problems. Good luck and best wishes!
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Chibichiree Featured By Owner Jul 26, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I saw your short  film somewhere on Facebook its so cute
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WolfInsainty Featured By Owner Jul 22, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I hope everything goes well! >~< Great wishes and happyness is sent your way~
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PaulLevasseurCompose Featured By Owner Jul 20, 2015  New Deviant
Qinni, it's your composer here.  Really sad news about your heart! 
Warm wishes from Winnipeg.

-p
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Mazapowa Featured By Owner Jul 18, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
I will say OMG! It is all fucking great
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Ribera-Beki Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2015
I adore your style ^^ ! If you don't mind me asking, how do you digitally add color to a pencil sketch without the pencil getting covered up ? Im having no luck finding online tutorials :( 
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ZiraStar Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2015  Student General Artist
Hi there :D 

OMG I LOVE YOUR ARTWORK :3

If you're free, please check out my fb page: ( and like if you like it) :)
www.facebook.com/deepwithintho…

Or you can watch me, and take a look at my galery:
zirastar.deviantart.com/galler…

Hope ypu have a nice day :D
wish you the best in life :D
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noartstuffs Featured By Owner Jul 17, 2015  Hobbyist
I know comments are off, but I just wanted to say we like your pencil sketches too! Still wishing you the best
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SirNickofDragons Featured By Owner Jul 16, 2015  Student Artist
I really like your Night Light film. 
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