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Qinni
Qing Han
Artist | Professional | Digital Art
Canada
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Now i need heart surgery 'orz

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 29, 2015, 9:20 PM


edit: just finished a meeting with my surgeon. I definitely need open heart, the rate of success is unknown, the repairment surgery is complicated and if it doesn't succeed I'll need a replacement which in itself is another set of problems. 0.5% chance of death, 5% chance of major complications, blah blah blah.

With replacement, I literally only have two shitty choices: mechanical valve, which means I need to take a medication that i'd really not take for the rest of my life; or a biological valve (tissue valve) which needs to be replaced every 1-5 years because I'm too young and my body will reject it faster. Both choices suck. I have no idea which one i should take. 

Hating life a liiiitttle bit right now hahaha. just a bit. Very thankful I still have a job and that my government covers medical off-time. 

Thank GOD my parents chose to immigrate to Canada. lol. 

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I can't get my mind off of this anyways so I'm gonna write a journal update for peeps who don't follow my tumblr.
Basically, I had a heart procedure at the end of april, and this procedure was supposed to help widen up my problematic heart valve that was too small (worse case scenario with my heart problem is that i could get a blood clot and a stroke due to that blood clot). They basically inserted a small ballon-like thing into my valve and pumped it up. 

So I get the heart procedure done and was told that it worked, it managed to widen my heart valve up to 50% of a normal person's size, and if I'm lucky, it could last up to 5 years. But my doctor got my echo-cardiogram results back last friday and told me today that, basically, my heart valve has decided to fuck me over and has gone back to the size it was before the heart procedure. It didn't even give me two months "orz.

So now I need heart surgery to get my valve repaired. I'm just kind of stressed, really tired (i keep wanting to take naps), and my cardiologist implied that i might get open-heart surgery so that's also freaking me out a little (like why did you say that if your follow-up is "oh, but you should ask your cardiovascular surgeon to be sure"??? "orz plz. no.).

So yeah, haha. Oh, and it's all happening in about a month or two. Doc's suggestin within the next month but we won't know until my surgeon comes back to office next week. 

*sigh*



i love this gif though.

  • Mood: Tired

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Loki-Loo Featured By Owner Aug 17, 2015  Student General Artist
WOW! Your work is absolutely beautiful! Your traditional work is so simple yet emotional and engaging, and your digital work is just stunning! Your short film was also a joy to watch! Keep up the amazing work!
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syd-draws Featured By Owner Aug 16, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
You have an enormous talent! I hope to see more soon! :)
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AimNorth Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist General Artist
So, I initially came on here to gush about your fan art and about how your interests line up so well with mine and how that meant, clearly, I had to Watch you, and then I read your journal and have to add that I send all the good vibes in the world to you and your situation and the choice you have to make that sounds like a rock and a hard place type of thing and that I wish you the best in everything. 
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Shradis Featured By Owner Aug 15, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Hello i would like too invite you too
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We offer many things soon and i hope you could submit any art works you have
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FFF13 Featured By Owner Aug 14, 2015  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
yes this is awesome  pls join my group and share it with us ^^
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natsulein Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Hobbyist
Your artwork are amazing!
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RosemaryRoger Featured By Owner Aug 13, 2015  Student Traditional Artist
I really loved your work , you're a great artist you deserve all my respectClap 
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KirikaZukii Featured By Owner Aug 11, 2015  Student General Artist
found a piece of your artwork and already love you <3
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Cleo-Feline Featured By Owner Aug 7, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Wow... ok so I stumbled accross your old account (littlehands) via google (was searching for threads about the theme nude art on deviantart and found your rant). Was curious so I visited your "new" account... and wow : ) You make some amazing art !
I will give you a "watch" to see what wonderful pictures you will share with da community in future :)
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shad0ws-sl0th Featured By Owner Aug 6, 2015  New Deviant Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Your work is awesome
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