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Qing Han
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Now i need heart surgery 'orz

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 29, 2015, 9:20 PM


edit: just finished a meeting with my surgeon. I definitely need open heart, the rate of success is unknown, the repairment surgery is complicated and if it doesn't succeed I'll need a replacement which in itself is another set of problems. 0.5% chance of death, 5% chance of major complications, blah blah blah.

With replacement, I literally only have two shitty choices: mechanical valve, which means I need to take a medication that i'd really not take for the rest of my life; or a biological valve (tissue valve) which needs to be replaced every 1-5 years because I'm too young and my body will reject it faster. Both choices suck. I have no idea which one i should take. 

Hating life a liiiitttle bit right now hahaha. just a bit. Very thankful I still have a job and that my government covers medical off-time. 

Thank GOD my parents chose to immigrate to Canada. lol. 

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I can't get my mind off of this anyways so I'm gonna write a journal update for peeps who don't follow my tumblr.
Basically, I had a heart procedure at the end of april, and this procedure was supposed to help widen up my problematic heart valve that was too small (worse case scenario with my heart problem is that i could get a blood clot and a stroke due to that blood clot). They basically inserted a small ballon-like thing into my valve and pumped it up. 

So I get the heart procedure done and was told that it worked, it managed to widen my heart valve up to 50% of a normal person's size, and if I'm lucky, it could last up to 5 years. But my doctor got my echo-cardiogram results back last friday and told me today that, basically, my heart valve has decided to fuck me over and has gone back to the size it was before the heart procedure. It didn't even give me two months "orz.

So now I need heart surgery to get my valve repaired. I'm just kind of stressed, really tired (i keep wanting to take naps), and my cardiologist implied that i might get open-heart surgery so that's also freaking me out a little (like why did you say that if your follow-up is "oh, but you should ask your cardiovascular surgeon to be sure"??? "orz plz. no.).

So yeah, haha. Oh, and it's all happening in about a month or two. Doc's suggestin within the next month but we won't know until my surgeon comes back to office next week. 

*sigh*



i love this gif though.

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CorvusNoctis Featured By Owner Jul 11, 2015
I really adore your art, it's so beatyfull and inspiring. And I really have to thank you for your daily drawing challenge, it inspired me to start one too which gave me finally the motivation to draw again =) Thank you very much.

Like so many others, so do I feel sorry about your troubles. I really wish that everything will go well for you.
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Nuttelaaddict44 Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
You have such a pretty gallery and a beautiful style! 
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JaelGodfrey Featured By Owner Edited Jul 8, 2015  Student Digital Artist
You're art is beautiful. I only just recently discovered it and it has inspired me so much. Deeply sorry to hear of your health troubles, I hope and pray that everything will go well for you. ~
 
Lots of love coming your way from DA. Hug 
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LiTTLe-MaRi Featured By Owner Jul 8, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
I'm sorry that all that is happening. But I would love to say that you truly inspired me and push on, on my art work. You are awesome! your are great!  and You are very talented in all ways. I wish I can be your friend not in media but a friend friend. like pen pals :) lol. well anyhow. I wish you the best.
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Matahastic Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Gawd your art is perfection! It would take too long but I feel like faving every single picture in your galery. I also feel like throwing cheesecake in your face.
Seriously, I always want to comment on such beautiful art like yours, but there's nothing more to say - it just looks totally perfect.
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plain-rice Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
Your art is really inspiring to me, and every time I see one of your sketches or finished pieces, I'm inspired to create!
I hope that your heart surgery goes well. We are all thinking of you. 
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gatorgirl275 Featured By Owner Jul 2, 2015  Hobbyist Artist
You're art is so beautiful! I hope your surgery goes well!
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MisifusAna Featured By Owner Jul 1, 2015  Hobbyist General Artist
eres relamente Genial! ;0; 
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NamieSan Featured By Owner Jun 30, 2015  Hobbyist Writer
Your art is really beautiful! :)
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LucyDahliaRyder Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2015
Hey!:) I mentioned you in my latest journal! You should go check it out!:)
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